Nothing hurts more than a spanking from the Lord and boy did it sting! It doesn't really matter what I did but basically God closed the door to something but I really didn't seem to hear it.
I tried to make something happen this week that my husband had already said no to. But I didn't hear it because I really thought this particular thing was the Lord's plan but God had said no too.
As a result of my trying to usurp authority my husband was hurt by my actions and I had to ask him and God for forgiveness.
I had never felt so miserable in my life! I'm doing better today. I'm so thankful that my sin is forgiven! God is so good even when he disciplines us it is for our own good and we learn from our mistakes.