Trusting and Waiting Can Be Hard
When we moved into our home in October of 2016 the previous owners had left this lovely scripture wall hanging from Isaiah 40:31 on the kitchen wall.
I've been feeling a little anxious lately with not hearing from the doctor regarding Tim's MRI. Tim doesn't seem to concerned about it.
This morning while reading an article in Keepers at Home magazine the author wrote about her devotion time. She shared how she allowed her Bible to fall open( she says she never does this) and she just began to randomly read some verses from Psalm 119. She shared how the scriptures was what she needed to read that day.
I have to admit I was having a difficult time concentrating so I closed the magazine. I noticed my Bible was still on the table from devotions this morning and picked it up. I decided I would allow my Bible to just fall to a page to see what would happen. Of course I felt rather stupid doing this but I figure why not? It opened to Isaiah 40:31: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not be faint.
I've feeling rather weary not just about Tim but just feeling anxious and maybe lack of trust that God will meet all our needs. I really need God to give me strength and to allow me to take baby steps towards fully trusting Him.